11th of june—i love sundays at home. 🥺💗
idk but i’ve been having some hard time gathering my thoughts lately. i no longer write the way i used too. i took some hiatus from blogging and i stopped journaling as well, so my creative juices are now nowhere to be found. my brain cells are at their most chaotic state, too. sometimes, i just can’t help but say, “i miss my old self.” yep, i definitely do — i miss it, yes, but if you ask me if i would trade my present self for the old one, my answer would be an immediate no. of course, i never would. despite the fact that i could no longer do a lot of things as often as i used to before due to the shift in priorities, i would never trade it for the growth that i have gone through and the lessons that i’ve learned so far.
idk what else to say. if you ask me how i am, well, i can say i’m good. i actually feel better than the past year. last year was eventful—i feel like i’ve gone out a lot, but this year is the opposite for me. 2023 is, i guess, a year of solitude and focusing more on the things that actually matter. i’m now heavy on providing myself a comfortable life, so even if focusing more on the things that actually matter would mean disappearing from the world for a while, i’m up for it. i actually deactivated my socmeds recently and it’s been doing me good. 👌🏽
also, ya gurl is gaining a bit of weight. i actually thought i’d be the skinniest friend my whole life, but i don’t think i am anymore 😅
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hope your days are well! <3
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