“Life doesn’t give you what you want. It gives you what you work for.”
Omg! I survived the first semester of this academic year. Hooray! That was one freakin’ semester. Actually, no words could really explain what I’m feeling at this moment. Mixed emotions. Whoa! I’m happy and sad at the same time. Happy, that I am, oh wait, no, not just me, but “we” (SnG peeps, our section) did it for this sem. We’ll face the upcoming semester still together. Omg! Omg! How awesome is that? But half of me, feels sad because I failed. Yes, I failed. Idk if it’s only one subject or more (but hopefully not *crossed fingers). I haven’t seen my grades yet because it wasn’t reflected in the portal yet, but our prof already gave us some clues. I feel frustrated with myself, but I got no one to blame. Everything was my fault. I was the lazy ass. I feel stupid for wasting my time too much and then regret it right after. Geez!
I’m just thankful (more than thankful) that our prof, gave us another chance. Yes, I cried, we cried, and our prof did too, but still, I cannot deny the fact that I feel upset. Really upset
But lookin’ at the brighter side, God is indeed amazing. He really is! Omg. Thank you soooooooooo much, G! *cries an ocean* I’m so grateful, beyond grateful, like grateful for 99999999999x, that God gave me another chance to keep going on my chosen degree. Though I’ve been disappointing Him big time, He’s still giving me infinite chances. Let all the praises be on Him! To God be the glory! Thank you, G! Thank you! Thank you!
I may feel disgruntled of my grades this previous semester (which is my entire fault), but I swear, I’m getting back on track. And this time, it’s for real. I know I can do this. I know I can!
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